Am I touchy?

"You look horrible..that jacket looks weird, your hair looks completely tussled....hey..don't scratch your eyes now...go wash them!!!!!"

she had just walked in...

oh my god was i such a disaster to look at? she thought as she tried hard to hold on to the curses and anger boiling within...

what the fuck????

"why the hell are you ordering me around...i know how to take care of myself!"

"fine from now on never ask me what to do and i will never give you my opinion"....the critic and lover responded.

"yeah right, you never listen to me...why the hell should i listen to you...and who the fuck are you anyways to be telling me what to do...bloody shit...you good for nothing idiot...." her tirade seemed endless and he walked out...


whirrrrrrrrrrrrrr to present....

one of those nasty stupid fights....

what is with people? its amazing how one can suddenly adorn the garb of the prey instead of predator after having set in motion those wheels that elicit those nasty, angry responses....

why is it so easy to always shut up and clam up rather than fight your ground, get it off your chest and then move on...having buried it for good....that somehow never happens....not such a very good thing i would say... old timers said that never go to bed angry...fight it out and then sleep in peace...well that seems hardly a possibility in the given situation...is it that both parties are merely way too touchy? or just that one person has no clue how to deal with her anger or that the other shies away from unnecessary arguments or maybe necessary but that again is subjective aint it?

i dont know...somehow i have come to believe that maybe at times, silence is but the best policy....

flashback....

i hit back and he beat the crap out of me....i didn't bat an eyelid nor did i cry and he kept at it...it angered him more to see me hold on instead of giving way...would that have been smarter at that point of time? but i am not a coward and so why should i back down....

whirrrrrrrrrrrr...

maybe its that unnecessary ego at times...or maybe stubbornness...and the stupid echo....i shall not be the loser nor will i let him have the last word...

who is at fault?

i think him, and he vice-versa...

but who is right?

i dont know....

thats the whole point....

so now what???

silence post an argument may be quite unnerving.....

excerpts....Whispers in the Dark!