At my wit's end!

The lies are getting to me. All my plans for a surprise seem to be dithering, with my search throwing up no meaningful answers. It worries me....I don't want despair to make me retreat from my seemingly intelligent and useful idea! But it seems the world is bent on making me bite my nails till the very last hour....by when I would have given up all hope and even the end result may seem unpleasant.