Do I listen to my heart?

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs

“.. Almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.” Steve Jobs

This did jolt me out of my reverie. I almost quite know what it is that I want to become. Or rather I refuse to admit that it is that which my heart keeps whispering to me, coz it’s not easy, it might warrant failure, repeated too. But then what is this life if I were to but stay within tested waters? Shouldn’t I dare?

Well I should. But right now I need to convince myself I’m hearing it right and that I have it in me to go that far despite all the setbacks, rebuke, and possible failure. Also that it will not pay the bills now and maybe never. But can I afford to make that leap of faith? Time alone will tell. Until then let me prep myself both to soar and fall.

Of Sirs & Madams

As part of our professional lives one runs into multitudes of people, each with their own idiosyncrasies. But it’s many a person from the burgeoning PR industry that has got my goat over and over again.

For one, many of them nurse terrible egos and attitude issues. Its almost as if people on the other end of the spectrum, if not in a position to contribute to their appraisals or salaries, are by nature not deserving of simple courtesy and politeness.

From mere bimbos, to nervous dimwits, to egotistical idiots, there are very many to pick and choose from. Very few if at all have the real understanding of the domain their client is in the exact nature of the job they are expected to perform.

Unless we get more of the latter, they will manage to elicit nothing but downright rudeness from me!

God save me from more idiots’ at least for today!!!!!!!!!!